12.7.07
i give up ):
tis i harder en i tot
i realy duno and hav nth to sae..
jus ultra sad
i dunwan it tis waae
i rather hab it the "challengling wae"
):
maybe its time to let go?;
6:18 AM
11.7.07
sowie i noe i shld be like this ):
maybe its time to let go?;
8:09 PM
peepos sowie din update for so long was emo-in the past few daes is still rite now i guess
qingxubuwenting ar dun tok/bother me ,i dont fil lik tokin so leave me alone.
LOL oki so start from sun.err how to sae was a nice dae in the beginin aft tt was. wtbzz,
so mondae i was super qingxubuwenting tok to peishan en i was controlin nt to cry. ok but i stil did. zzz =.-
en nxt was sherm turns , ha stupid her make me burst out ...-.- en she oso started cryin .its was durin chinese lesson la
en ok tried to control but still ya no use but wells wad can i do rite ..obeyin sure hurts ALOT ),=
so ya i obviousli din went for band so ya cried alotalot tink alot everyting ard seemed to remind me of eu.. zzz
din noe eu are so impt now i noe .. ok ahhh wtbzz!!! ahhh sarkkk...
obeyin hurts !! can i dun!! ): i wana b ): but): ahh fcuk SARKKK LA
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))=
ultra sad now
fcuk
jus leave me alone
tis feelon sarkk
maybe its time to let go?;
7:41 PM
2.7.07
mmm haha heyy i wasnt forced to okie i nt so bad like derek mingming jiu shi want write the en sae forc to hahah
okok so
I WANT TO THANK DEREK PAPA FOR HELPIN ME ALOTALOT IN MY WALK WITH GOD? YA OK
AND SHERMIN ~HAHA WE GREW ALOT SINCE AFT ER AS IN MATURITY YEA HAHA RWAK ON DARR
AND PEISHAN DEAR~ HAHAA YOU HELP ME IN THE SHARING LOVES
AND WEEKIAT KOR ~ HAHA HELP ME IN MY SHARING TOO (:
AND JACQUELINE!,WANPING,ALVIN!!,DARYL?, LISTEN SOO ATTENTIVE [thou is till thinks its becos i cried ]wells and opps aha
AND WHO? mmm OKOK RANDOM PPL
ALVINSIM =YOU WILL NVR LEARN HOW I * LENG DIAO THE ACTION DE HAHHA SWEETSWEET HAHA LOVES & HUGGS TOO (:
GHIMHWEE?= TWISTTWISTTWIST OWAES CHEER ME UP
DAWNTHEGREAT= MYY BELOVED ABIT BA DAO JIEJIE
YIJIE=MY JIEJIE AHAAHA SO FUUNNI AR
NAT= MY TICKLED PARTNER
SABRINA=HAHAHA I LEARNT ALOT FROM HER?
ALL THE ZEALOT PPL(:
RETARDS:
MABELL LIMM:EU GOOD PRANK ME WALIEW HAHA ANYW HAHA LOVE YOU TOO AND I WANT U COME ZEALOT LEY HAHA VE FUN DE BETTER EB=N WASTIN UR SAT SLACKIN HAHA
HUIWEN:CHEWWWW WEEE CYCLIG AGAIN? ^^ HAHA AND DONT DA MY TOU WILL SHORT DE
JANIS: OTHERHALFFFF WE ARE THE SAXIST!! SAX ROX!! (:
JINGYI: JING POOO!! LOL HHAA LOVES
ANGELL: LAOPO!! MUST LEARN HOW TO CYCLE EN NVT GO CYCLING TGT KK LOVES
HAHAAHA MY SHLDER HURTSSS!!! SO IM ENDIN HERE
ANIONE WHOM I MISS UT TAG ME AND TEL ME KK
I'LL WRITE URS IN THE NXT POST AHAHAA
~LOVES & MISSES (:
maybe its time to let go?;
10:46 PM
peeeposss!!! the above piglet is super super uber ultra CUTEEEE!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT hehe the pic is copp from ppl de bleah sowie if u happen to see
ANYW MAIN POINT IS IWANT!!!!! *^^ hinthint
OK so todae is youth dae LOL ok
went ecp with retards(:
was super fun but peishan and mabel din go 3j oso din go wells ):
lol ok actuali i jus wanted to post tt pic onli but since im here ight as well post everytin
aahaaha but will cut short
went ecp blablahblah en tonight was super chi ji la LOL okok en blablablah
and my leg hurtttssss!!!
and I WANTTT TTT PIGLLLEETTTTTT!!!!
the feeling is super weird
ahhh i duno i really dunoo
tel me wad to do???!!!
maybe its time to let go?;
10:20 PM
1.7.07
okokokokokoko ppeeposss im super super nth to sae now!!!!
arhhhhhh!
ok thnk mabel laogong (: yea will be 24/7 for u too(:
ya and i am like waitin for smeones sms which is like takin ages to come ok
ok was super really nth to sae i like waited for ur msg to tel me goin out anot from 1230 to 630
was super like angry en ur sms still can gen wo haha
i like dont seem to matter to you liddat
they are owaes before me
dont i matter?!!!
sighhhhh...
i noe you love but are busy
its okie really i do understand
sowie for begin so unreasonable sometimes
but i still love you (:
maybe its time to let go?;
7:54 PM
haha ok was nt in the mood to post last few daes
and sarkk i realise i got mood swing LOL
okie start from fridae
FRIDAE.
i forgot wad happen
onli rmb went for band en aft band din get to meei someone was abit disappointed
and realise we alot of misunderstandin and "mis communication" as i said in the last post
so i went home was super tired so i bath and ate dinner and i fall aslepp in front of the tv in the livingroom
was plannin to wake up at 8 en in the end 8 i woke up and went to my room and en fall aslepp on my bed
LOL ok i was super tired ar cos past fw daes veri late slep has okie en i woke at 10 and 1? i ting[i duno i was too slepy and blur] cos someone cal en sowie i was too slepy and blur so abit duno wad im tokin but i didnt sae anitin wron rite i ting ya.
SATURDAE
which is ytd ya. i woke up at 9 woo~ haha
i ting ytd i slept from 7++ to 9 tis mornin cool rite hahaah okie but i stil feelin very slepy but cant get to slep so i on tv en see doremon haha jingyi's mewmew LOL sharkks [i kipp sayin lol hha.. lol ok i gotta stop sayin lol ]change to bzzzzzz
okok stop crappin so waste my time watchin tv and choosin which bag to bring to sch
and yeah my mom finally agree to let me bring side bag to sch le i was like woah wen she tel me to buy a new side bag which i want to la hhaa yea ok
so ard 1++ went to find peishan and shermin en wnt beauty world mac they funni ar take chicken rice eat at mac hahahaha okok aft tt went church
SHARING SARRRKKKKSSSSS
really really really veryy sarkkyy ok its rea;y trust me...
so the sharin sark ya more detail ask me personally hahaha if im willin to tel wee~
AND PEEPOS AT THE SHARING... DONT TEL WAD HAPPEN HOH OR U WILL DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH
hhahaha okok im lame
so went up for service
first part praise and worship got my fav song but i jump abit onli cox my short very loose LOL ok
sermon was great. I'LL BE AN ORDINARY PERSON WITH EXTRAORDINARY FAITH ya i ting ok so aft tt went mac eat .AGAIN, i m gettin fatter oh noo.. oh ya sermon oso gt one wad average gals weight and height stuff
and FINE I ALL BELOW AVERGE AR.. IM SADDED AND REMOSEFUL ok random
so ya went mac en home and bzzz becos aft miscommunication again i failled to mit someone
wad the sobbs *sniff sniff *pout ): ok so was super uber sian diao bzzz
so went home din feel lik doin anitin so bath ,online,slep
SUNDAE
woke up at ten en went back slep for like 15 minutes haah en i suddenly wake up and rmb i was plannin to see power ranger LOL okok i noe its lame but cos last episode ma ... pluss i like-D power ranger wen i was like kindergarden ok..
plus I STILL VERY YOUNG NOW YA NA I AM..
hhaha ok so aft watch i slacked ard doing nth daydreaming..IM BEST AT DAYDREAMIN AR hhaha but ytd sermon oso got wen u stop dreamin you stop livin or smetin see im never dyin LOL bzzz okok randomrandom..
so tt all pepos i think i wun be bloggin tt often depends on my mood ar
nooo... i fallin into depression again... ): Labels: depression?
maybe its time to let go?;
12:54 PM
30.6.07
maybe its time to let go?;
10:25 PM
28.6.07
wooo ~ i nvr blog for two daes le wee~
HAPPY BIRTHDAE NATELIE~
hahahaaha~ IM BORED...
todae as usual luh de same old stuff but i shall be nice and dun sae anitin WAHAHA i noe im nice (: smilesmilesmile haha
ok so todae was a super sian dae duno why not feelin very good MY SHOULDER/NECK HURTS!!! anione?^^ surprise me hahha oh wells so went home striaght aft sch hhaaha guai kias(:
en reach home bath ssomeone called hahah en toktoktoktotktoktotktoktoktoktoktotktotktotktotktotktotktoktotkototktoktoktokt
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hahahahahaha 28 times (: x3s
im super borredddd and i miss youuuu~~~
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii not in good mood.AGAIN. ):
tmr got band my lips swollen stil )):
*sadd *pout * lol
i nidd to be pampered(: and showered wit loves (:Labels: ): why?
maybe its time to let go?;
7:56 PM
26.6.07
mmm... super piss now
hai tokin to you,waiting for your msgs are like SOOO SOOO SOOO DIFFICULT
WELLS..
im a happy fool(:
even if its all lies
even if im disappointed, upset wit eu
even if ure not wit me wen i nided you
even if tears fill my eyes
i noe i will still love you(:
has ok so todae was attire check
haha i clipp up my hair and was quite happy got caught for socks onli ~wee hahah but no fair my sock pull quite high le lo
AND I STILL HATE TT BLOODY CHAO AH GUA!! oh wells no wonder he.she is still single ((:
its okie dun CRY NOONES WILL WAN U !!! (: SMILESMILESMILE STAY WITH UR CATS BA dunwan cares *evil grins
LOL ROFL LMAO at yoouuuu~ haah SOWIE BUT I HATE YOU!!!! YOU SAARKK AR BLOODY FCUK OFF I DUNID YO AS MY CHER.!!
ok so todae class was quite fun ahah ng siew ling nvr come joyce loh like ten weeks WWEE~ so happy hah en the new cher oso quite good(: went assembly was super hot haah i kip lookin outside en saw jiajun zomg !!! he is like woah~ super uber tall~and ya wwas quite disappointed wit someone .. hai i reaaly duno u le. u no longer the same. u have chang-ed.i got nth to sae but well ya jus sad and disappointed wit you seriously
mm en aft sch was super hot and piss haha SOWIES PEEPOS-MABEL,ANGEL,HUIWEN,SHERMIN,PEISHAN.): noe jusnow my attitude nt goog SOWIES !! FORGIVE ME ): ?
aft sch wen near imm take tingy waited super super uber long for the bus ar..
ok en take le jiu went home slack i din do ani hw hhaaha
hahaa chat online macbook SARK TOTALY I WANT VAIO!! and i gt de slidefone>? lol SECOND HAND-ED STIL NID RETURN HAS okok my eyes are hurtin again gotta slep soon (:
takee care peepos (:
and anione can tell me wens YOUTH DAE? haha WEE~
lookin forward to tt dae
i m either going to ecp or sentosa or www
haha who wan go??
OHH NOOO~ HELP!!
with my studies
wit preparin the sharin
wit everything haha
and my neck hurt MASSAGEMASSAGE(: anione and i will love you haha
~LOVES & MISSES x3Labels: 1 MEANING, 3 WORDS, EIGHT LETTERS. (: ILOVEYO
maybe its time to let go?;
11:21 PM